the things which were supposed to heal you
only made you feel worse
the things meant to take the pain away
only inflicted so much more
it was a hell to live in
to be trapped between love and happiness
when these so be the same
but the universe is cruel
and we are only beings of matter
we have no say in senses of things
so we live and die
no more can be expected of us
12/16/2018
10/21/2018
Delusion
how could pain exist here
in the wonders of love
how could the cruelest thing
be present in the purest things
is it even possible
that two such polar sides exist together
but perhaps love is the cruelest thing
and pain is but pure and sweet
in the aftermath of our delusion
in the wonders of love
how could the cruelest thing
be present in the purest things
is it even possible
that two such polar sides exist together
but perhaps love is the cruelest thing
and pain is but pure and sweet
in the aftermath of our delusion
Pain and beauty
there was no belief that pain could be here
in the beautiful parts of earth
cause how can beauty and pain be one
when never seen together
yet things could marvel
and often pain and beauty were the same
cause wasn't that what everyone said
and in order to live
one must follow the right paths of others
in the beautiful parts of earth
cause how can beauty and pain be one
when never seen together
yet things could marvel
and often pain and beauty were the same
cause wasn't that what everyone said
and in order to live
one must follow the right paths of others
10/07/2018
No pain
no pain existed at the moment
but the one of power
she lived in control
nothing could hurt now
everything was great
surely pain could not survive here
for everything was roses and the color blue
just as she always wanted it to be
but the one of power
she lived in control
nothing could hurt now
everything was great
surely pain could not survive here
for everything was roses and the color blue
just as she always wanted it to be
Bad habit
she had fallen back into a bad habit
no one could ever know of it
they would only judge her more
but this habit saved her
while killing everything else
she had yet to take the final step
the ending step
one which take away all the pain
but perhaps also the girl
no one could ever know of it
they would only judge her more
but this habit saved her
while killing everything else
she had yet to take the final step
the ending step
one which take away all the pain
but perhaps also the girl
9/30/2018
She knew only pain
she knew of no pain
other than what she always felt
she knew of too much pain
could never really explain it
of all the ways to end the pain
none seemed to work
but she would try more and more
leading she on though paths
if she one day saw a light
a life without any form of pain
she didn't know
and she was too scared to hope for it
other than what she always felt
she knew of too much pain
could never really explain it
of all the ways to end the pain
none seemed to work
but she would try more and more
leading she on though paths
if she one day saw a light
a life without any form of pain
she didn't know
and she was too scared to hope for it
9/16/2018
This late night
this late night
she was numb
everything had just left her
an everlasting pain under it all
this late night
she would think of him
and a new wave of pain would hit
did he make her feel again
she was numb
everything had just left her
an everlasting pain under it all
this late night
she would think of him
and a new wave of pain would hit
did he make her feel again
9/02/2018
The big minor pain
of all the feelings running around
she never really did feel them
they were only on the surface
never truly there
the only she felt
was all the pain
and even that was just minor
she never really did feel them
they were only on the surface
never truly there
the only she felt
was all the pain
and even that was just minor
8/26/2018
New pain
never before had it been so bad
pain reached the point of no longer being pain
but an entirely new state of living
no regular painkillers could help now
extreme measures were needed
those of pure alcohol
those of pure killing
but not only the pain
pain reached the point of no longer being pain
but an entirely new state of living
no regular painkillers could help now
extreme measures were needed
those of pure alcohol
those of pure killing
but not only the pain
8/20/2018
The funny side of pain
pain is a funny thing
most people feel it pretty often
and they are just fine
some people rarely feel it
and they are pure happy
some who feel it every day
still get by and are fine
but for some
no matter the amount of pain
it kills them
drives them to a new point
a point of numbness
a point of an entirely new pain
and in this world
the pain is divided all over again
most people feel it pretty often
and they are just fine
some people rarely feel it
and they are pure happy
some who feel it every day
still get by and are fine
but for some
no matter the amount of pain
it kills them
drives them to a new point
a point of numbness
a point of an entirely new pain
and in this world
the pain is divided all over again
8/12/2018
Oh so pain lies
the pain lies
just beneath the surface
the pain kills
oh so slowly
it is stuck
and will forever be
just beneath the surface
the pain kills
oh so slowly
it is stuck
and will forever be
7/01/2018
The color of pain
pain is like color
it flores around everything
pain is not black
it is the color of the brightest star
in the bluest of night
it is the red of a perfect rose
standing in a garden of white
pain is the act of being numb
and still feel every little torn
it flores around everything
pain is not black
it is the color of the brightest star
in the bluest of night
it is the red of a perfect rose
standing in a garden of white
pain is the act of being numb
and still feel every little torn
The blow did come
living in a hell of pain
is like living in the eye of the hurricane
one might never know
when the next blow comes
one can only be assured
that one will come
and it might be the last
is like living in the eye of the hurricane
one might never know
when the next blow comes
one can only be assured
that one will come
and it might be the last
6/26/2018
The many forms
pain comes in many forms
but still, there are only two
that really hurt
never before did we know
that no pain
is pain as well
one might not feel any pain
so they should be painless
but the mind is of its own pain
this even stronger
than the one holding us back
from ever doing shit
but still, there are only two
that really hurt
never before did we know
that no pain
is pain as well
one might not feel any pain
so they should be painless
but the mind is of its own pain
this even stronger
than the one holding us back
from ever doing shit
What is pain
the pain is inevitable
it's merciless
it's not real
pain is but an illusion
then why do we fear it so much
if only it could be shut off
pain is the center
of all life
of all thoughts
without it we're numb
not here
just floating
pain is in all feeling
in all sight
in all sound
to shut it off
is to die
while still living
pain is us
and I am pain
but you kill me
it's merciless
it's not real
pain is but an illusion
then why do we fear it so much
if only it could be shut off
pain is the center
of all life
of all thoughts
without it we're numb
not here
just floating
pain is in all feeling
in all sight
in all sound
to shut it off
is to die
while still living
pain is us
and I am pain
but you kill me
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